MY LOVELY MUSIC, Helen Reddy, I am woman

SAMMY HAGAR - EAGLES FLY

Let's fly away if only for a few minutes. Join Sammy Hagar and my pick of my pick me up at any time of day; this song.. Enjoy. Kitty Kelso

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Got talent top 5 - 2012, 2013 and 2014 best acts ever

World, stop and put your mind to rest for a minute or two. Happy Weekend! Kitty Kelso

Paul McCartney & Linda self made video. He was happy!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=kRT3V-q_gBI

Paul McCartney and Linda together in a personal fun video of their lives. It looked like they were having a lot of fun. Money can't buy you love. Their chemistry is obvious to this female. I always had a crush on him the first few years, until my life got too busy to keep up. I am happy Paul found his soul-mate. It is quite a gift for a man, any man. Paul has given more to the minds of the members of the world, through music sighs and tapping of the foot, then most men could. I know not having his soul mate here, kept him singing through the Beatles and still as Wings. Enjoy the smiles in the video, they are contagious. Kitty Kelso 

3 HOURS of HEALING ZEN Music - 1031 LIKES ! Meditation,Sleep,Spa,Study,C...

How to take a desktop to bed with me? This is fine backup music for blogging or surfing the favorite sites on the web. Enjoy the peace. Kitty

Neil Diamond - Remember Me

Is there a man left in this huge world that thinks, feels, and is as vulnerable with his feelings? Is there a man who can bring this kind of honesty to someone who loves him? I am shopping for one. Kitty Kelso

Death's Depth

 I hated goodbyes. Since I was a little girl, I would sob not only with goodbyes in person, but also long goodbyes in movies or on TV. Forever goodbyes were the worst. I knew I needed to find the problem and fix it, or I would lay down and die the day my three sons individually, moved away. I worked at an 800 bed hospital for 17 years; I was typing the autopsy reports while attending a few in person for knowledge sake. The last one I walked into was my 33 y/o best friend from high school dead on the table. I had talked to her in the not to distant past. I have dropped by my Christmas Happy Will during the next generation of our distant lives. No longer after her death, did I attend or wonder about death. I kept working and transcribing other's autopsy reports for years. 

Then I got that call. You know, that pounding on the door in the middle of the night. I (single mom 15+ yrs) had raised three wonderful sons. By this time, they had their motorcycles and cars. I heard the noise and went to the door. It was 3:00 a.m. but the only words I heard were, "Kitty, he's gone.". My middle, 22 y/o funny beautiful loving son, was dead. He ceased every tie to the minds of happiness that he had a habit of delivering to all, but especially to me, his mom. There is absolutely no pain in the world like this; it is a killer in so many ways. I have had to rebuild over many years with an armor-like personality that could withstand the smiles I passed out and to be sure that I save one for me at the end of everyday. I see the messages of life that fill Facebook, Pinterest, and so many other venues across this Internet, and I am not only taken to a smile, but a LOL from time to time. I find myself trying to give back so much inspiration and collected life's knowledge and it is my pleasure. If only through my words, to tell all of you there is no way to prepare for this horrible ripping of so many lives. I hope you feel how precious life is not only daily, but by the second. My son, Todd, died at 9:00 p.m. yet no one contacted me until much later. He had just been by the home and came in to say hi! He had a habit of picking me up for a hug when he left. I would always say "Be careful". Within 2 hrs he was dead after 22 yrs of joy. You cannot prepare for a loss like this, but you must find God. 

I never forget not even for an hour after 10+ yrs; but, I am finally a whole me again, but I will never be the first Kitty Kelso. Never. I avoid watching goodbyes most all of the time. I get it, this separation called death. My background may have prevented me from dying on the spot or shortly thereafter........Kitty Kelso   www.KTEMerchantFleets.com at You Tube. It's my story of tragedy, survival, and hope. 

Neil Diamond He Ain't Heavy He's My Brother

Look right, then look left. Do you see a brother, a friend......Kitty Kelso via YouTube.com

The Shirelles- "Soldier Boy" (45 RPM)

The Shirelles- "Soldier Boy" (45 RPM): http://youtu.be/a9L0tUXREhM via @YouTube Our tunes went 2 our Viet Nam soldiers.54,000 did not come home. The cities were quiet for years. Kitty Kelso

Animals Can Be Jerks - Supercut Compilation 2013!

Welcome to Saturday! This will bring you many smiles enjoy. Kitty Kelso via YouTube.com

Cher al David Letterman 24-09-2013 (sub ita) Part 1

Best Relaxing Music - Calming and Sleep Music by RELAX CHANNEL

And then there was peace, if only for awhile. Enjoy. Kitty Kelso via YouTube.com

Bill Cosby - Himself

Sometimes, this is just a small gift. Enjoy Bill Cosby early in his career. Another successful artist who never lost sight of a dream. He was just starting as an Entrepreneur,  Kitty Kelso

Ellen Degeneres - One Night Stand (1992)

Sometimes, this is just a small gift. Enjoy Ellen's 1st One Night Stand in 1992. Another successful artist who never lost sight of her dream. She was just starting as an Entrepreneur, Selling herself. She has made it!! Take some time to laugh. Kitty Kelso

Paul on Johnny

Some things are meant to bring some fine memories to you. This is a moment in time. Enjoy. Kitty Kelso

Sinead O'Connor - The House of the Rising Sun

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Sinead O'Connor, House of the Rising Sun

We almost missed this depth of talent, Sinead O'Connor. She is a rare passionate performer. Several of her songs are here on my blog. Enjoy. Kitty Kelso

The 20 best auditions ever

The Best of the Best talent coming our way for pur entertainment. Kitty Kelso

Obama Targeting 'Preppers' for Concentration Camps

Where Are We Going? Where Have We Been? Trouble brewing in our back yards?

4th Of July Greetings (And A Joke) From President Obama

NASA: The End Of Mankind "Leaked Document" 2013

Hollie Steel :: Britains Got Talent 2009 Final :: HD 720p :: wishing you...

How bad do you want your dream? Fear is just a word....you are the strength.

Sinead O'Connor I Don't Know How To Love Him

Beautiful words from a beautiful woman. I have a man like this....Kitty

Adrian Romoff: 9-Year-Old Piano Player Wows Judges - America's Got Talen...

Never before have I seen a true savant - I would love to follow his life, possibly here at YouTube. Absolutely beyond genius. Enjoy Kitty Kelso

Encore! Collabro perform as winners of Britain's Got Talent 2014 | Brita...

WINNERS of Britians Got Talent 2014! Amazing!!! Enjoy Kitty

9 Year Old with AMAZING VOICE Sings National Anthem at NBA Game

The World is teaching all children Patriotism at much earlier ages. It is a blessing for us all. Kitty  

Carrie Underwood's Suprise For A Hometowm High School

Carrie, gives her home school Checothe High school a ic department; all instruments included.

In the Arms of the Angel Sarah McLachlan Lyrics

For the Children - For You (watch it all). Kitty

Dead Celebrities 2013-The Complete Year

These celebrated people are the past influencers in America. They are dying but we will never forget how high they set standards for us all. A forever thank you goes out to them and their families.  Kitty Kelso

KTE Merchant Fleets

Life can only move forward. We are all here to help. LinkedIn is a fine place to ask questions regarding business, etc. This video is a bit of a resume and a projection. Michael Jackson had a heart full of wonderful dreams. Welcome to my life. Kitty Kelso

Adele - Someone Like You

Kaitlyn Maher - What A Wonderful World (Louis Armstrong) - Semi Final Am...

A gift for you Dad, and all the dads in the world. From your little daughters some whom have grown up , but. we will always be Daddy's little girl. Have a wonderful Father's Day around the World.

hot august night 1972 neil diamond

I´m A Believer Neil Diamond The Monkees Acoustic Cover

Some songs come and go, this one has lasted as a favorite for my lifetime! Ill bet for you too. Music brings nations together as people.

Matt Cardle First time ever saw your face(full with judges reactions)

Amazing artists, young with a dream. They are entrepneurs fighting all elements to create authenticy. This is going to be a star. Enjoy. Kitty Kelso

Robbie Firmin - Britain's Got Talent 2011 audition - itv.com/talent - UK...

Smile. I send you this moment in time when you will do nothing but smile. Enjoy. Kitty Kelso via YouTube.

Neil Diamond - Be

Journal                                                                      
14.5.13

Dear God,
Things are moving forward for the economy it seems, yet we have a major outbreak of a freak epidemic illness that started in the middle east, killing many across the lands. Two people have now died in America, on in Indiana, and one in Florida. He was a young man from the Sudan who had been visiting a very sick uncle dying on the far shore. He caught it and was hospitalized within a week, and was dead within two weeks. The more sad news is that 24 of the caretakers, nurses, doctors have caught this illness so quickly, it shouts loudly how many people must STAY HOME, isolate yourself for a time. Don't let anyone in your door who has a cough or headache that won't go away. You could die. The airplanes and the train track Zepher and our Amtrak, even buses have a built-in breathing air. It isn't fresh and you will all breath someone elses air eventually. More sadly the Carnival Ships that have shared great memories for people's lives have become so terribly dangerous due to needing all new insides. The vents were contaminated, I believe. The last I heard a refurbished one was heading out with a full boat and after a short time at sea on the way to the Southern Islands, they had to call home base to come tow them back. Three quarters of the people were falling ill already.. Some ships are newer, there are still wonderful trips being advertised that I would surely give a try if I had the money for the float. I fear I might get off in Ireland or England, and never go back. I would basically go awol from my committed cruise. I can dream from anywhere; I never really thought much about where I wanted to do my dreaming. I think it is an important factor to include if you think you want to write. Like Hemingway and the like, if they hadn't isolated themselves on the perfect choice of desks overlooking the perfect view for peace of mind. Okay, I think I want to go to a beach off Australia, or maybe Jamaica; I just want white sand and the sound of the water. Oceanside California had just that when I stayed a few months. It takes your mind to a place where you can't get to in a normal day. You've heard of a Writer's Paradise? It is truth. The new uncontrolled epidemic is called MERS - it is totally different then MERSA. WASH YOUR HANDS OFTEN, KEEP THEM AWAY FROM YOUR MOUTH. Write on the Internet and don't use strange keyboards for a few weeks. Someone will invent a penicillin type cure very soon. God, have mercy. Stay safe people in the world. Kitty Kelso

Best Concentration Music - Music For Studying by RELAX CHANNEL

The Production

Blogging/Journaling
I'm going to have to use this blog to mean Journaling for me. I am bursting at the seams with nowhere safe to write my journal. So, I will share it here. If the world wants to know what the daughter of a self-made multimillionaire/visionary jotted as notes along life's way, this is my story. You'll hear the good and the bad; the boring and the sad but I will bet that you will always leave your visit here with me glad.  I got a laptop, thinking it was not tethered to electrical and possible lead peripherals to that lap-buddy on my lap while on the couch or in the recliner. I have kept Journals since the early 70's. After a crushing loss of 6 yrs of words, I started over in 1984. I had quite a collection as I was writing sometimes 2-3 times a day. I wrote to God. He listened. I was taking the biggest jump of my life. I was leaving all family ties in order to lead the Christian life that I had been following and that I promised to God, since I turned 7. The family talked the talk, but the family did not walk the walk. My parents r.i.p. could be cruel in every possible way. They were stuck in high school behavior. Mom made the last three sisters during weekend visits by dad to mom. Five kids, personally I think we were beautiful Irish 90%, Scotch 10% beauties, he dumped the family first when mom got pregnant with me. He brought us all home from the hospital. Neither mom nor dad remembered the names mom game to me or my brother on the birth certificates because dad wouldn't come up to the room, so she winged it. I found out as an adult when I had to send to that far West state for a copy of my birth certificate. My brother had to get one for the service too. Both of use had gone through all of of schooling with illegal names. It still shocks me to think we were so insignificant. But it sets the first stage: Two new kids under 16 months,  my mom's only sibling brother dying  of ALS with mom tending to him via beer and vodka, I think. She wasn't around me much. They were both in their 20's. He was sent home to her from the war to die after the diagnosis.  Her mom died when mom was only 18. With my dad staying out all night, or a week at a time, it all drove my mom to stay tanked. She was so very shy. She was so very Irish. 5"4", Long black, black hair, with blue blue eyes. She was a dancer. I will always thank her for letting me have dancing lessons from 4 until 14. I almost made the cheerleading squad in high school because I knew how to move. I tore my ACL going for the splits in tryouts. I never jumped or cheered so dramatically again. I healed. 

My first entrepreneurial enterprise was between my 5th and 6th summer of life. My brother and I had fushia (hot pink)  costumes with diamond like glitter all over each of them.  Mine had a skirt, he had long pants, we both had long sleeve shirts and tap shoes! I thought the applause at the formal recital was for my personal contribution, not just because we were cute. So I put on my left -over recital costume and talked my brother into dancing "one more time", then I walked the neighborhood selling tickets for $0.05 each for a performance to be held in our home driveway at dark - so the spotlight would work (the garage light). I borrowed chairs from the closeby neighbors and we set up the driveway like it was a movie theater. We had a crowd of standing room only! Most people were standing to watch even if they paid for a chair.  We hit the garage light, and we were on!! We blared the music from the house and we did do a fine performance. I thank my brother to this day, for being a good sport and finishing out his "dancing" career doing The Production. I have never stopped looking for ways to make myself smile, this memory will always be one of the special ones. Kitty Kelso